life is such a fucking big joke. so full of goddamned twists and turns that every single blow hit you dead at the centre. before you can even go reeling from that impact, reality decides to drop by and deliver the coup de grace. you are suffocating and drowning in this sea of confusion. problems never cease and misery take centre stage. what you really do not need now is some moronic and irritating individual to get on your nerves . basically, life is just a dainty piece of shit now. or rather you are the piece of shit.

hold me for awhile
just for a moment
please