"Hmm, what'd you say,
mmm, that you only meant well?
Well, 'course you did
Hmm, what'd you say,
mmm, that it's all for the best
Of course it is
Hmm, what'd you say,
mmm, that it's just what we need
You decided this
Hmm, what'd you say,
mmm, what did she say?"

sometimes during the course of existence, you might come across something that just touches you on a whole new level. the words weaves seamlessly with your memory and form an image so stunning it's almost alive. and with that, the floodgates are unlocked and every single detail appears in front of you in with unerring accuracy. you could almost feel the night breeze and smell your favourite fragrance.

pictures, images, flow ruthlessly through your veins, making their way to the depths of your soul. with a silent scream, your resistance disappear and you succumb to the depths of darkness that swallowed you whole.

* to you: people change. and to think you, of all people decided to give me a piece of your mind. oh please.

i am not a hotel. where people can visit when they feel like it and leave when they are done with their fun.

and guess who cleans up the mess they leave behind?

it's tiring work and i will never do that again.

EVER.

* it has always been you and not me. now i know,
now i really know.