Dear blog,
does a person's ablity to hold liquor deteriorate when you dun drink as much anymore? i'm afraid that it has happened to me..i drank 4 mugs of beer after work and to my shock.. i felt giddy!..i mean its beer and not some hard liquor!..how can i feel giddy after 4 mugs?..i have weakened..shit..need to raise my level again man..on my way home i tried the old fashioned way of testing if you are drunk. i am ashamed to say that i really struggled to walk in a straight line!..damnation!..so disappointed in myself..

"what if i had never let you go? would you be someone i used to know? what if i had never walked away? Cuz i still love you more than words can say. if i stayed, if you tried, if we could only turn back time..but i guess we'll never know.."