Cold. They say i dun mix much. They say i give one-worded replies. They say i tend to fade to the background. They feel that they can only know what's on the surface of me. I dun deny all these charges. I'm not good at starting conversations. Hell, i'm not good at starting anything. I just have these phobia of taking the initiative on anything and everything. This phobia is somehow ingrained in all my actions. Wats wrong in fading into the background? i am not that kind of person that thrives in entertaining people. It is my choice. I like anonymity. So shoot me.

Distant. They say i am unfeeling. They see me with the same facial expression day in and day out. They say they cant decipher wat i am feeling from my face. You ignorant fools, my expression is trained. I will not let anyone have the pleasure to know that a single word from them can make me shatter with sorrow or howl with fury. No one, i mean absolutely no one will see me break down in front of them. they say i will never understand what they feel about me. How can i understand when you never ever gave me the chance? What's the use of understanding when i have reached a point when i expect evil to lurk just around the corner when i encounter new hope and beginnings? All good things will come to an end, sooner rather than later. Why this mindset? you ask. So that i can remain intact when the evil eventually rears its ugly head. In time, i have realised that its better to detach yourself than to be hurt. Well, thats just me. Maybe i was born like that or perhaps i am just like that. If you have a negative comments and loathe me. Then go find yourself another blog to read. And shove your negative comments whoever you are. I am not asking.