A day which celebrates the union of couples but makes a mockery out of singlehood.

strange isn't it? the way you would overestimate yourself sometimes. you give a nonchalent shrug when people ask you about it. and if they are lucky, you may even add in the odd smile while you shrugged. so much so that you begin to believe in this hype that you would be immune. but guess what, you are not that great after all. all it took was a little catalyst to kick start the this whole melodrama. when the feeling took hold of you,i guess it really did surprise you. maybe because you really thought you can still be unaffected when the day of reckoning arrived. when reality comes crashing down on you, you are too shocked too cope as this whole emotion consumes and engulfs you. you are trapped, lika a fly in a spider web. you are disgusted to feel this way, but you cant deny that it has taken control over you. unsuspecting people who thought you are able to cope then proceeds to give you comments that sent you deeper into this deep abyss of misery and reality so finally you realised that you are so screwed but there's nobody to blame but yourself. you are supposed to be unaffected. Now you have this unspeakable, melancholic and enigmatic sense of solitary loneliness. may god help you.