for some rhyme or reasons unknown, you felt that you have been taken for granted, used beyond the point of imagination. you feel like a hotel, approached when the person feels in the mood and brushed off when the person feels like it for reasons only he or she knows. people around may not notice but you do, you are finely attuned to body languages, you know when you are given the cold shoulder. one action, one movement is all that is needed to confirm your deepest fear. you may have been overreacting, but you know that there are some underlying currents that you can feel all too well. in the end you are left puzzled with a strange feeling festering in your heart. you don't deserve this. nobody should deserve this. people whom you care about should not treat you this way. you rack your brains to explain that behaviour but realise that all you could think of are superficial reasons(at least to you) that are so trivial that people will mock and laugh when they get to know about it. when one is unhappy about the other, they should voice out their feelings and not act as if there's nothing wrong but still shut the door in your face with their body language. you hate emotional baggages but sadly everybody has their own baggage to carry. all you hope now is slam 20 shots of anything and fade into oblivion.

then again, you may have been overreacting. oh, you really wish that you are overreacting.

"Sometimes the people whom you thought you knew, start becoming the strangers you never wanted."