there are some points in life when one just wants to unload everything here. write what your heart tells you, write what you are really feeling. are you currently dainty? on the wings of love? nervous? looking forward to something? on top of the world? down? exhausted? stressed? worried? on rocky grounds? having an unexplainable gnawing in your heart that keeps you awake at night?. Do you ever want to describe the extend of your joys or unleash the full retribuition of your wrath? but when you stare at the screen and start typing, do you stall? is something stopping you? are there any inhibitions that you never realised initially?

ironic isn't it? its suppose to be your virtual hideout where close friends can enter and share some of your joy(or depression) and now you have to think how to write stuff so that it appears more mellow. but just because they are your friends dont necessary mean that they have to read about your enigmatic feelings. just because of a word, a look, an action, a brush off or a sentence from someone out there doesnt mean they have to read about it. for all you know, the problem might be yourself and watever you are feeling is just an overreaction and has no basis at all. so in the end maybe you decide to hide the true essence in huge chunks of words that nobody but you understands. but it is just as well, because you can never be too sure who reads this. those who are confused will just have to ask you, but then again..who do you think you are to deserve so much attention?

Amin an ten' lle.