the days just happen so quickly, the moments are so fleeting that i find myself joining in this rat race against time. so distracted i am, that details that i normally are attuned to, are overlooked. i guess it's time for me to slow down and do things at my own pace. maybe i did not overlook the details, maybe i assumed too much or maybe it just plain did not occur to me. whatever the reasons i may possess, it's still no excuse, because the little details are what that will make everything click and come together. have you ever felt alone? who do you miss or think of when you are in this state of solitude? do you brighten up when he or she calls you just as you were missing him or her? does that chase away the despiteful solitude, at least for a while? what if you suddenly needed someone but you know deep down that it's impossible that the person will call and that your incessant pinings will be met with scorn and distaste? worse still, what if you suddenly missed a person but you realise that that person is nobody in particular? that you need someone but don't even know who to miss and think of?

nobody said solitude was easy, but nobody said it was going to be this hard.