Just like me you got needs
And they're only a whisper away
And we softly surrender
To these lives that we've tendered away

Don't you know I feel the darkness closing in
Tried to be more than me
And I gave till it all went away
And we've only surrendered
To the worst part of these winters we've made.

It never rains. It pours. It fucking pours.

I broke up with my old computer and got a new one. I changed the body even though the face remained the same. At least its bones doesnt creak when I do things to it. But there was this interval of 1 month where I got no loving from the computers and had to seek solace in the arms of another. Nothing beats having something you can call your own though.

The flickering candle flame

Were we happy tonight because we were really happy? Or because once, a long time back, we had been happy? Was our happiness like the light of the moon, which does not come from the moon, for the moon is cold and has no light on its own, but is reflected light from far away? Or was it like candle flame? Flickering weakly in the wind, to be extinguished in the blink of an eye.

WOOHOO!

The Year of Jacky Cheung World Tour 07



After a five year wait, the irreplaceable King of Mando/Canto Pop, Jacky Cheung, is finally back with his "The Year of Jacky Cheung World Tour 07".

Due to an overwhelming response, Unusual Productions have decided to launch a third show on 15th July 2007. Jacky Cheung, the consummate "Heavenly King" will take to stage at the Singapore Indoor Stadium on three nights, 13th, 14th and 15th July, 8pm, charming one and all with his mesmerizing vocals.

Jacky Cheung is well-love for his many hit songs such as 《吻别》，《月半弯》,《每天爱你多一些》,《情网》,《情书》,《只愿一生爱一人》,《一路上有你》,《爱是永恒》,《李香兰》,《心如刀割》,《情已逝》, 《饿狼传说》,《头发乱了》,《忘记你我做不到》,《我等到花儿也谢了》,《我真的受伤了》,《一千个伤心的理由》and more.

Click HERE for details.

Ah...Such Nostalgia.

I should have been XERXES.

I have moderate hypersomnia.

Scary.

It ain't what it was supposed to be.

Don't judge me, if you don't know me.

Some people just pretend they know me so damn well, when they don't.
Some people just pretend they are so damn close to me, when they are not.
Some people are just so misconstrued to think they are so damn close to me and
they know me so damn well to even start judging me.

But i am telling you, get real, and listen.
Stop fucking judge me and telling me what to do when you don't even know me well.

And I had to ressurect this from the dark recesses of my blog past. But these words kept playing in my head with a huge vengeance. It is a wonder that I managed to squash the all too familiar ambiguity and melancholia back down where it belonged.

Whatever happened to, there are two sides to a story, two sides of a coin, innocent until proven guilty and all that godfucking jazz?

*see I can be straightforward if I want to.

But hey, I can handle it. I'm a big boy now. It's just that I can't seem to shake this disappointment that has encircled my heart and grabbed it oh so dearly.

21st what a fucking joke.

Same shit. Different day

Oh my god! You guys still visit my blog!

Woo

Dilbert never fails to crack me up. I guess it's not just the humour that tickles me but the way the comic always relates back to reality that really strikes a chord inside me. From young we were taught responsibility, integrity and to try your best in whatever you do. So much so that we tend to seek refuge into these old values in ALL the situations we face, like fitting a square peg into a round hole. Why should you accept your fate when it's not worth it in the first place? If you feel something is not worth wasting your time on, refuse. There is always a way out.

Fight for freedom.

2007

I am 3 months overdue for a post. But hey, who's complaining? At least finally I have decided to engage myself in some fruitful literature after months of following orders. Contrary to popular belief, my brains remain intact as I continue to churn out thought-provoking insights that will leave you scratching your head. Thank god for that.

The other day I was out with my chums, who by the way again commented about my very non pro-active stance towards them, when we started talking about our most common subject.

National Service.

Horror.Disbelief.Uncomprehending

I.have.recently.noticed.this.vogue.of.writing.taglines.using.fullstops.as.if.fullstops.are.the.jokers.in.poker.cards.where.you.can.use.the.jokers.to.represent.any.card.you.might.be.missing.in.your.hand

I'm sorry did I just annoy you? You should look at thsi from my point of view. Did you know how many times i instinctively pressed the 'spacebar' just to type that sentence above?

ANYWAY, I digress.

Supposedly the fullstops are meant to link the three words together. Dont ask me how. They just do. While we were talking animatedly about NS, I felt a chilling image crawling insidiously into the back of my mind. Careful not to betray my outward serenity, I used every ounce of will to push it into the deep dark recesses of my mind.

Remember when we were in poly, we told ourselves we will not become boring NS boys who only talk about NS and proceed to bore women to tears. Sorry chums, we are one of THEM now. To quote the famous Gandalf the White, "We have become what we had swore to destroy."

SIGH

However, somethings never change. Like we would always never fail to go to a creative (notice the lack of a capital "C") booth when we visit IT shows.

And while we are on the topic of never changing...

FUCKING DISGRACE

Picture says a thousands words and I have ranted about this too many goddamned times.

A million things to do and all I can think of is you. *wink